im so fucking emotional now. I cried buckets while reading the email Vanessa Soo send me. Memories came flooding back, im sorrry for what i did to and so..
To Vannesa LeighAnne Chiong
im so glad that u decided we could be friends again, what u said is so true, we were childish girls during Cat days, we hated each other to the core right from the start. U were the front row gang and i belonged to the back row gang. We competed every single thing from boys to popularity of friends and to fashion. After a year passed and we started smiling at each other, putting our hatred away. Everyone was puzzled how come we were suddenly so close. I rembr how we used to call each other the day before cat and go WEAR DRESS TMR/ WEAR SKIRT TMR/ THIS COLOUR HAIRBAND/ THAT LITTLE SHOES EARINGS! it was sooo much fun going cat together even tho its once a week thing.
Until one day i confronted you about snatching insert-name-here away frm me, u denied all the way and that got me really mad. I gave u back the pink diary, bookmarks and stickers u gave me the next week, u cried and i even laugh at you for being a cry baby.I felt really bad cos i boycotted the girls in the class not to talk to you.
Frm than on i really regretted what i did. U didnt turn up for lessons and i knew it was all my fault. I cried silently behind when Miss Agnes told us u changed church and even asked if anyone knew what happened to you. I didnt have the guts to call you and apologise, only thing i did was to email you with a simple sorry. Sigh, i was so arrogant back than.
End of Yr 3 i left, i quitted cat classes cos i felt it was useless to go anymore. Bet u didnt know huh. After so many years and this is the first time im hearing from you.
Vannesa or issit LeighAnne now? sorrry for everythinggg, the backstabbings we did to each other, the misunderstandings that we nv cleared up, the way i shouted at you, everything and yes, apology accepted frm u. Tho its now gonna be the same anymore but u know i still care, we wont be hanging or what like normal friends do but really, im always here for you, that was what we always said to each other last time rembr? All the best to you and i really hope your brother is doingwell. send my regards to your parents okay? BIG HUGGGG!!
.. sigh
im really missing Cathecism class days, the stupid boys who always think they're really funny, the first bf frm there, Miss Agnes who always fetch me to classes with her big comfy merc which aircon blows right up frm yur ass, the way girls tried wearing really short skirts and got lectured by Monsignor, the church golden retriever who lived in the basement and all the mass kaki. but its like 0.5% anyone of you would read this. im just writing for the sake of writing.
3:38 AM
